Heartbreak

Why does life have to be full of pain and heartbreak? Why does life have to throw me so many problems that I can't take anymore pain? Why does life throw me curveball after curveball? Why does life hate me so much that it must torture me into insanity? Why must I suffer? I know that there are so many more people out there that have so many more issues and problems than me but right now I feel like I am being picked on, like nothing will ever be right again. I have just got bad news after bad news and it sucks. To top it all of I have two guys fighting over me, both of them insanely jealous of each other, creating so many problems. Night after night I have laid awake fighting with my boyfriend over this, so many tears shed, so much pain. I just want it to stop. But in the end life will be ok, things will go back to normal and when it does I know that everything will be ok again. Because I have people out their who love me, and thats all you need, just a little bit of love. You just need to believe. And I do.