Goodbye

Short post today:

All I have to say is that I wish I could go back to the time where everything was okay. To a time where I was okay. To a time where I didn't have to say goodbye.

"I will see you again, this is not where it ends, I will carry you with me"

"You'll get there someday"

Hello Y'all!

It's been some time since I have done an update so I thought I would get on it.

First of all I'll do a quick update on where I am at with my Eating Disorder. First of all I was doing really well with recovery until I stepped on a scale. I know I shouldn't have done it but I did and it had a very negative affect on me. Then I had a woman come into work and call me fat and then proceed to tell me that I should live off lettuce and water. That didn't really help either. So now I'm back to restricting again. It's like an endless cycle but I'm going to continue to work towards recovery. I know that I can get there again.

Anyways onto a happier note, I moved into a basement suite of my own on June 1st! It's been great :D I love being on my own, freedom is awesome :) However it doesn't really help my ED because now I have complete control as to what I eat, how much I eat and when I eat.

That's it for now :)

<3